helllooooo! I've been dead for quite long, in my blog :D CNY is not too fun for me, not sure why. :(

Btw, my aunt's house has a pretty girl from Belgium, student exchange program. :D They're bringing her to Malacca later .. I think..

I'm rotting here in the hotel room, waiting for my mummy to come back with delicious breakfast/brunch. Urgh! Our favourite breakfast didn't open, I wonder why they didn't tell me earlier just so I can go down to hotel's restaurant for the free breakfast. !@#$%^&*

Few more days then we'll have to go back to school. :(

Urgh, boring.. I shall go and continue reading the novel...

Eien..

Not 'happy' cause' I might be jealous if you're too happy. :x just kidding. Now, come come, gimme angpau!

4 daddies, 4 mummies, few kids sitting on 4 tables! The table in front of me was sitted by some other not-seen-in-the-picture-kids. :D

:D Today I feel superrrrrrrr happy today. :D I went to midvalley, and found out a lengzai actually was my (sorta) childhood friend, we used to be quite close and play with each other. :D but I can't remember him. -.- I bet he can't remember me too. His face is so fierce and serious, cannot imagine how I play with him last time. -.-

and then I sorta sms-ed with Vivi and Ann all day, well not all the time, few hours one message I guess. It makes me really happy. :D

and I tried Coffee Bean for the first time today, thanks to my daddy's friend, but it was really expensive, I'm sure that my daddy is secretly anti-ing Coffee Bean now. -.-

oh btw, I unexpectedly got along with one girl, very little girl there. :D she's so cute!! another girl, she seems more anti-social than me. :D :D

and outta teacher's scariness when she is mad, I brought and did my homework in Coffee Bean. -.- I wouldn't do that if the teacher is not scary when she's mad. :D

kay, bye.

Today, it felt like you're just sick so you're not coming to school for few or better, just one day, but in fact, you're gone, you're not going to come to school early morning, and walk to class with me, or wait for us. teach us mathematic and add maths, explain to me when I have no clue what the heck teacher is talking about. Nobody's gonna copy down things I don't want to copy and let me copy later anymore. (I had to copy down the new timetable today because you're not there anymore, and nobody around me seems to be copying, at least not Angeline.) No more people nagging and lecturing me. Less one people to gossip with, no more people helping me to ask things around, less one people to tell me my hair is messy, no more people to help me write my name and subjects on the exercise book so that the teacher could see clearly, no more people asking me to tidy up my table, no more people reminding me to bring something, no more accidentally exchanged stationaries/stuffs/books with you, and etc...

It doesn't feels like you're not coming back to study with us anymore, maybe because I still cannot accept the fact. You know I'm bad at accepting facts sometimes, this one is hard, very hard. Remember the childhood best friends I told you, that later on changed school too, I was little and I didn't cry. and ever since that, I've never have any other similar experience until you comfirmed that you're going to Batu 8.

You have no idea how cruel that message was, so cruel... that was also the worst message EVER I've ever received.

When you go and meet your daddy in the office, I sorta knew you'll be leaving and my tears almost came out, I had to convince myself that it is not comfirmed, to stop it.

Angeline kept saying you'll fail to go there did help a lot btw, it convinced me temporarily. :D but too bad it's not the truth. How I wish it was true. Maybe I should be more religious and pray more? No?

Now I don't like Batu 8 already, they snatched my Vivian away.

Vivian........... :( ♥♥♥♥

I hope you'll do extremely well in the new school, hope you at least get a new friend but at the same time miss us. :( Hope the teachers, students, etc there are really better. Don't friend with qiao po's!! :D Hope you won't change too much, maybe people there are more complicated and they'll slowly influence you. :( I hope not. You know, like using people and etc, like him. (ewww)

Although forever was never convincing to me, you me and Angeline ♥♥ will be best friends forever, right? :D

This is getting cheesy. nevermind... ILY ♥

Today's pretty bad.

& Vivian's going.


WHYYYYYYYYYY

btw, how come got 2 weird comments? their links also -.- spam? got one even wrote he/she likes my style of writing, which is????

anyway,

Hello!!

& Happy Birthday to Kritz!


:D :D

Somehow I became hella speechless when I saw this page, as in, I don't have anything to write in here, even though I had a lot in my mind. -.-

Whatever, bye! Need to do homeworks. :'(

Oh wait! I remembered what I wanted to write, I wanted to rant here. -.- Nevermind, the anger disappeared liao. -.- I should save that for my homework. -.-

HAII!!! Ohmygod I haven't been bloggin (well that's normal actually :D) and I'm now super sleepy. -.-

I just woke up from 3 hours nap. It's kinda mad I tell you, I've been taking 3 hours nap everyday ever since school st
arted. (!!!!) I don't even need alarm to wake me up, 3 hours it is. Even if alarm clock (or phone, lol) woke me up, I'd sleep again. lol. :'(

:D my text books are pretty new-ish :D :D but the Moral text book is kinda worse but not too bad lol.

:O weeeeee! tomorrow's Friday! then it's school-free Saturday and Sunday! :D :D

ohmygod I was in eljay just now, and saw one post about those blogskins.com users ripping skins off eljay, exactly the same ones!!! -.- poor eljay users.

p/s: ohmgod poor Taeyeon, your new make-believe partner in wgm is so !@#$%^&*.

ohmygod today's the first day of school, and it's already sorta stressful (according to my friends, cause' I expected a more stressful one so it's not super stressful for me, or I'm just slow). The queue in front of the school's book store is hella long and I'm super lazy to buy the books I haven't buy.

Oh btw I was expecting to bring back a whole lots of textbooks but apparently no not today. :/

I'm quite tired today. Gotta sleep after this and bathing, cause' I want to wish



Ok gotta go! I'm really tired. *yawns*

So many things happened or so many things I found out or both and I have people to talk to, and that made me don't want to blog liao. LOL.

But I'm still superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr sad. :(

School's reopening soon. so soon. :/ I didn't even come to my blog today other than that few times when I need to go to a blog, and just now cause' I'm typing here for that page lol.

kay, good bye. :'( I'm so bored lol.

Happy New Year! & Happy Birthday to Rayi/Ange/Octy! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I originally wanted to use someone's animation cause' I'm lazy, but I think stealing/using their works without permission is super horrible.

New Year resolutions, I think I need to refer to others' to get my own.
Let's see...

1. Study/work/whatever harder.
2. Buy LWT, Remember, SW Repackaged, TRAX releases if they're going to release anything this year.
3. Sorta try to be more socialize, and err, friendlier to people I don't know.. I think.
4. Sleep earlier.
5. Get a better internet (slowmyx is so horrible.)
6. Finish the novels.
7. Kill Slowmyx (muahahahaa.)
8. NANA 2 (almost done)
9. Stay away from the laptop / internet as much as possible, especially during tests.
10. Stop wanting to do a lot of things but end up stressing myself for nothing.
11. Stop forgetting things easily. -.- I can't remember anything special I've done this year.
12. Stay away from people that I don't like so that it won't be too obvious. -.-
13. Stop ignoring my mobile phone. -.-
14. Starts to remember every special birthdays (sooooo many :/ howw?) and remember & cannot forget to wish them. -.-

Can't think of any others now.

update #1 (12/01/09):
8. NANA 2 [done and watched! :D]
12. Stay away from people that I don't like so that it won't be too obvious. -.- [Forget about the obvious or not, I tried to stay away from one and failed. Urgh! GDI!]

:( I want to watch Half-Blood Prince & Deathly Hallows, New Moon and Narnia 3 asap.

:'( I really hope that Vivian would stay with us studying in the same school, but then how can I stop her from going to a better school and maybe get a better future. :'( *sobs and sighs*